Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Random Reflections on love and remembereing..

Memories are funny things, they have the power to trigger emotions you have bottled up inside... For the longest time, all I've felt for those who have broken my heart in the past were feelings of bitterness. Like my first heartbreak: I was around 6, I had this crush on our neighbor, I wrote my first Love letter... and got my first rejection from her... she liked my brother...
Right now I actually laugh at that moment but sometimes attribute my fear of rejection to that moment...

Like I said, memories are a funny, they can also be powerful...
For the longest time all I've been feeling for a certain person were feelings of bitterness and resentment. This girl broke my heart... For thge longest time, all I could remember was how she broke my heart, but time can heal... Why should I spend my life being bitter?

Right now, I am blessed with memories of the awesome times we had, even if my relationship with her only lasted 6 months...

Rick and Ilsa had Paris...
I have those 6 months...
(Thanks...You know who you are... :) )

Malapit na pasukan...... hehehe no time for these stuff once school starts